World Youth Day 2008

Well... I guess you all know about the upcoming world youth day in Sydney, Australia. Ok.. this is doesn't mean that I don't want to go, but I don't feel reallylike to go there with my group. I mean... What are we going to do there? (I haven't gone to a world youth day before) We'll just spend like a lot of money for that? It's not THAT a lot actually.. it's just the fact that I want to go to Australia as an exchange student next year than going to go there in 2008 just for the WYD. BUt my dad wants me to go to the world youth day and he seems like wants me to just let the chance of being an exchange student go! I really want to go there for study! I mean I would love to go to a WYD but there will be another WYD in the future, but the chance of being an exchange student won't come annualy you know! and my mom's friend said that it's better to go there for WYD than to study! da... I've been there before! What I want is not to be in there... but I want to study. She said that it's better for me to start saving my money for WYD than for the exchange!

O Lord.... I'm realy confused.... Please help me... I hope I could just go to both of the events but I don't think its possible for me... but Lord... I believe that with You nothing is impossible. I pray that Your will... Your heart's desire be done in my life. Lord... I pray so that my love for You grow stronger everyday. And Lord, please hlp me to choose... between both of those interesting opportunity. Let Your will be done!